Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Tough

Its tough...

Tough to deal with sometimes. I know I have my flaws. I tend to have in my mind, subconsciously sometimes, that if I don't see something as a problem than its not one. That's only SOMETIMES, but it has happened before.

Something else is tough. I know way more about this girl than she thinks I do. I know how she somehow hates me. And how whenever she says she's mad and then says its cool, she really just bottles up all that anger. How she's thought about doing things to damage our relationship, and how she just won't talk to me because she's selfish sometimes.

But, if I call her out on it, she'll never admit to it. Even though I have hard evidence of all these things. We can clear things up. She just needs to listen to me.

2 comments:

J0SMILES said...

used to be story of my life. i got chopped though. i hope you don't get chopped. just have faith! got to ask yourself one question: do i really want to be with her? if yes, then you got to be willing to take all she throws at you eat it and move forward.

TwitchSinatra said...

ur right... and I know for SURE I want to be with her, and thats why I am just taking what she throws at me and moving with it. It just gets hard sometimes ya know... and thats why I write about it :-)