Can't help It

No matter what I do... I can't seem to get things to go right.

I think I might have a handle once the smoke clears though.

I had a recent conversation with someone. I don't know him all that well, but I thank him for reaching out. He thinks I'm a really good dude and he gave me some advice that I won't live without.

As for now though...

I just want to dissappear...