So I know I've said before that I've known what I do wrong and how to fix it, but as of right now I REALLY have reason to say that I know what I'm talking about and I'm determined to be what I need to be.

-Give what's needed

-No types/forms of bullshit get you anywhere. Don't sugarcoat it. If it needs to be said then SAY it.

-Sometimes what is wanted would be nice to have. So do what you have to do.

-Part of being grown is handling YOUR business. So go ahead and handle it.

-Of course you never lie/cheat/steal. But you also do NOTHING to make it look like you do.

-Open yourself up to them. If you're grown then you shouldn't have to worry about being hurt.

-Lastly, make it happy. Those things that make you happy initially will continue to make you happy. They may manifest themselves in different ways, but they will definitely still be there.

Trust in yourself and the other person. If you are established then there should be no problem sharing anything, or trusting that person to do what's right... ESPECIALLY if you have your guidelines straight.

-amor

The Stupid Things

The song that describes what I'm going thru right now...

The Stupid Things - Robin Thicke

"All the stupid things I do have absolutely no reflection on how I feel about you..."

Yeah... I Gotta Go Pee

So... I have to pee pretty bad, and its almost time to go to class.

My musical selection for the moment includes Adele, James Morrison, this one song (I Am Love) by the Jackson 5 and alot of old jazz (Coltrane, Brubeck, Stan Getz etc... )

As for my last post, I don't understand and don't think I will for a very long time.

She was mad at me yesterday because I told her there were strippers at the bday party for my cousin over the weekend. If possible, I would leave the room, but if not I was sitting in a chair playing uno on my phone because I genuinely was no interested. But I guess I'm guilty by association... I was in the room so I MUST have done something bad... something that would make her not want me to touch her at all... something that made her kick me out her house this morning... which never happens. Always hiding thigns from me, and always lying to me and telling me things are okay. When this blown up and she finds out im completely innocent of whatever im being accused of, someone might feel pretty bad about themselves.

I need to study more... my chemistry grade is SHIT and I know it. If I just read the text in my Jazz Theory class and do my projects in Video Field Production I'll end up with good grades. Lets see how it goes then.

Off to my jazz theory class now. Just more time for me to dwell on life...

Later...