I know everyone has had that feeling that comes when something you have a STRONG passion about gets a little shaky.. and then more shaky... and then almost to its breaking point.
And I know everyone has had that feeling of uncertainty... wen you just don't know about anything and there is no way to find out about it.
... and through all this... you're gonna be away from this passion for an extended period of time. It puts stress upon you in GREAT amounts. While the S P A C E is what needs to happen, the process will be EXTREMELY hard o deal with...
And while I take these blows to my chest over and over again... at the end of the day I get to rip open my shirt and show that 'S' on my chest... cuz I'll be stronger than ever..... I'm doing this for us.
I had a slight reconnection last night that made me the happiest camper ever... so I KNOW everything will be okay... People have told me how unbelievably strong I am... I've doubted myself before but they were definitely right when they told me.... I'm giving this thing my ALL and I know the other side of the equation is in it for US too... so no worries.
Some of my friends are going trough some TOUGH times right now... I know most of them might never see this but to the ones that do...
Free yourself because it is the only way... If you need to get an issue out, then talk to someone... Therapeutic venting is one of the BIGGEST stress relievers EVER. Whether it be someone who had to do with the problem or not, talk to someone... because it could save your life.
Those hands are putting it back together :-)So... Merry Christmas to everyone... and Happy New Years if I don't get back here in time.
